for my huggy....

Wondering why I chose this music? just love the beat... Read on... and enjoy the show...

Note: I've posted this already on my fb post but just wanna post it here as well... It's my huggy giant's 29th birthday!

I am asking myself these questions for so many times... Why do I love him despite all those negative things I heard about him... Why does my heart beats for him? I have been interrogated by my heart and my mind because even them cannot get the right answer. Corny? Hmmm... I really do not care how will you take it but I am just trying to express how I truly felt about him. We do not have that perfect relationship, what we have is pure love and contentment with each other. We are both positive that God brought us together for a reason. Whatever is that reason, I am glad and will always be. I grew up with the belief that men were born to frustrate women (that's the impression that my father left in my heart). I have so many frustrations, I have so many doubts, I have so many questions- but I realized that these are the proofs that my heart really beats for him..Why? because without those feelings, I am completely unmindful of this relationship, but I'm not. I tried to be numb but I just cannot deny it nor I can deceive myself... Corny again? but that is just the truth.

My doubts and confusions put him to the tests- but he survived. I tried to give up for countless times but he remained. I pushed him away but he never let go. I cannot explain how God made me feel this way.

Why am I sharing all these feelings? Because it matters...

One thing is certain... I love this man and I am very much willing to spend the rest of my life with him if God willing. ♥♥♥

Manic Monday

It's Monday again, the end of the month of May... A lot of works ahead... deadline to meet and paper works to finish...

Tomorrow will mark another start of the month...

May God be with me for strength, perseverance and wisdom...

A blissful week ahead everyone!

Help Me...

Wish I could have all the knowledge that I need to develop my blog... I badly need help from an expert...

My Live Signature...

 
How can I possibly convert this into jpeg file? Help me please...

Oxis Develops The Super Anti oxidant

Nowadays, many pharmaceutical companies claimed their product as the best among the rest when it comes to anti oxidant. But we just cannot really tell unless they will really have to prove it or else their product are nothing but short selling penny stock. We just cannot compromise our health for that.

The field of health and science never stop in developing solutions to the growing cases of cancer brought by free radicals that affecting our system. Their main focus was on researching for the best anti oxidant which can combat not only cancers but oxidative stress as well. Oxidative stress is caused by inflammation, smoking, pollution, UV light, radiation, certain drugs and other conditions. This increases as we age.

Oxis international was able to develop the super antioxidant called Ergothioneine which can treat oxidative stress. Ergo is proved to be a good source of anti aging as well. It also contains glutathione which helps lighten the skin. With the benefits and success of Ergo, Oxis was able to create a buzz worldwide with their successful research. In fact they have facebook and Twitter accounts for you to follow. You can also visit their website for more of the info at http://www.oxis.com.

TCP: Four Weddings and A Funeral

I am not really that big fan of Hugh Grant but so far all movies I've watched featuring him on the lead role meet my approval (lol)

Oh I haven't seen this movie yet but I am looking forward of downloading this movie soon... the title is so intriguing, isn't it... As for now let me give you a teaser about the movie through the info I searched from Yahoo.... Read on...

"Romantic comedy about Charles, a noncommittal Englishman who meets Carrie--the American girl of his dreams--at a mutual friend's wedding and proceeds to awkwardly woo her through one funeral and three more weddings--one of which happens to be her own. Finally Charles discovers himself standing at the altar on his own wedding day, betrothed to a woman he has no desire to spend the rest of his life..."
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and to give you more, here's the thriller...

Shoot Me #1

this was taken during the Thanksgiving in our church...

wfw: 1john 4: 7

Can you imagine a world full of hatred and condemnations?

wfw: 1john 4: 11

TCP: The Notebook

Wow I love this story so much! It's a story of undying love and affection...t proves that love is lovelier at the second time around. Ryan Gosling and RAchel McAdams played the lead role so well...
I was just on my early 20's and quite in love when I watched this movie.
Here's the full synopsis:
In a modern-day nursing home, an elderly man named Duke (James Garner) begins to read a love story from his notebook to a female fellow patient (Gena Rowlands).

The story begins in 1940. At a carnival in Seabrook Island, South Carolina, local country boy Noah Calhoun (Ryan Gosling) sees seventeen-year-old heiress Allie Hamilton (Rachel McAdams) for the first time and is immediately smitten. She continuously refuses his persistent advances until their well-meaning friends lure them together; they then get to know each other on a midnight walk through empty Seabrook.

Noah and Allie spend an idyllic summer together. One night, a week before Allie is to leave town, she and Noah go up to an abandoned house called The Windsor Plantation. Noah tells her that he hopes to buy the house, and Allie makes him promise that the house will be white, with blue shutters, a walk-around porch, and a room that overlooks the creek so she can paint. They intend to make love for the first time, but are interrupted by Noah's friend Fin (Kevin Connolly) with the news that Allie's parents have the police out looking for her. When Allie returns home, her disapproving parents ban her from seeing Noah again. Allie fights with Noah outside and the two decide to break up. Allie immediately regrets the decision but Noah drives away. The next morning, Allie's mother reveals that they are going home that morning. Allie frantically tries to find Noah, but is forced to leave without saying good-bye. The Hamiltons then send Allie to New York, where she begins attending Sarah Lawrence College. Noah, devastated by his separation from Allie, writes her one letter a day for a year, only to get no reply as Allie's mother keeps the letters from her. Noah and Allie have no choice but to move on with their lives. Allie continues to attend school, while Noah and Fin enlist to fight in World War II. Fin is killed in battle.

Allie becomes a nurse for wounded soldiers. There, she meets the wealthy Lon Hammond, Jr. (James Marsden), a well-connected young lawyer who is handsome, sophisticated, charming and comes from old Southern money. The two eventually become engaged, to the joy of Allie's parents, although Allie sees Noah's face when Lon asks her to marry him.

When Noah returns home, he discovers his father has sold their home so that Noah can go ahead and buy The Windsor Plantation. While visiting Charleston to file some paper work, Noah witnesses Allie and Lon kissing at a restaurant, causing Noah to go a little crazy, convincing himself that if he fixes up the house, Allie will come back to him.

While trying on her wedding dress in the 1940s, Allie is startled to read about Noah completing the house in the style section of a Raleigh newspaper and faints. She visits Noah in Seabrook and he invites her to dinner, during which Allie tells Noah about her engagement. Noah questions whether Allie's future husband is a good man and she reassures Noah that he is. Later in the evening, Noah invites Allie to come back tomorrow.

In the present, it is made clear that the elderly woman is Allie suffering from dementia, which has stolen her memories and Duke is her husband. Allie does not recognize their grown children and grandchildren, who beg Duke to come home with them. He insists on staying with Allie... click here for more 
You've got to watch it if you have the chance...
Here's the trailer:

MYM: Submission

Kneeling before God is the most humbling and rewarding experience that any one can do.

Have you kneeled before God today?

MYM: Yellow Cover?

The Best Man on his Best Suit. This picture was taken last year during my sister's wedding. Take a look at the yellow table cover, based on the motiff